| |
 |
|
|
4.01.2005
FRIDAY, APRIL 1, 2005

I remember going to Boston Common in 1979 when I was a freshman in college to see the new Pope. There was a drenching rain and I was completely soaked. The crowds were so huge I couldn't get closer than about an eight of a mile from the altar. He was a dot, but I could hear his polish-accented English through the loud speakers. I always loved his countenance and his energy. Several weeks ago he wrote that marriage between people of the same sex is part of a culture of evil. This was by no means the first time I became aware of his views on homosexuality, but it was the first time I ever heard him articulate them so darkly. I have had, over the years, to let go of my ideal of John Paul. When he made that comment a few weeks ago, I let go of it entirely. It is freeing to be without the ideal of some perfect person it would be impossible for me ever to become, or to please, or whose expectations it would be impossible for me to live up to.
In almost every way, Jesus has been presented to us all in the same way - as some super-hero with magical powers it would be impossible for any of us to emulate. I mean honestly, the story of Jesus as presented to us is not the story of someone we could ever hope to become. Surely if someone is endowed with the power to walk on water, and turn water into wine, he must have a far greater constitution too for forgiveness and turning the other cheek than those of us without such powers. What a shame, that this amazing human being has been put out of our reach.
I grew up going to parochial schools, where the nuns taught us about the Virgin Mary and told me that my father would burn in hell for eternity because he tended to stay home and read the paper on Sundays instead of coming to church with us. I grew up as a little child believing that mary didn't like me, so my every action was designed to please mary, so that she would. But I felt ever inauthentic. It was not, I am embarrassed to say, until recently that I told the mythological mary that I had built up in my head, essentially to buzz off and leave me alone - that I was a good person and was no longer interested in letting her manipulate and control me into thinking otherwise. Of course, this fantasy mary was nothing more than a psychological projection of my own.
So I am free of Pope John Paul, of Super-Jesus, and of that judgmental Mary. This gives me more room for myself. Ultimately, I think that makes God really happy. I know it's making me really happy. And that's what matters most.
.
Add Comment
Read Comments (0 comments)
3.30.2005
THURSDAY, MARCH 31, 2005
 This is an excerpt from "The End of Faith," by Sam Harris, which I wrote about yesterday:
My goal in writing this book has been to help close the door to a certain style of irrationality. While religious faith is the one species of human ignorance that will not admit of even the possibility of correction, it is still sheltered from criticism in every corner of our culture. Forsaking all valid sources of information about this world (both spiritual and mundane), our religions have seized upon ancient taboos and prescientific fantasies as though they held ultimate metaphysical significance. Books that embrace the narrowest spectrum of political, moral, scientific, and spiritual understanding - books that, by their very antiquity alone, offer us the most dilute wisdom with respect to the present - are still dogmatically thrust upon us as the final word on matters of the greatest significance. In the best case, faith leaves otherwise well-intentioned people incapable of thinking rationally about many of their deepest concerns; at worst, it is a continuing source of human violence. Even now, many of us are motivated not by what we know, but by what we are content merely to imagine. Many are still eager to sacrifice happiness, compassion, and justice in this world for a fantasy of a world to come. These and other degradations await us along the well-worn path of piety. Whatever our religious differences may mean for the next life, they have only one terminus in this one - a future of ignorance and slaughter.
Really, I put his insight in the same league as that of Thomas Merton and Ayn Rand, and I don't actually think that the three of them are all that far apart, even though Merton was a monk and Rand an atheist. They all had love in their hearts and the search for truth was primary. Even Merton's path to Christ was an exceptionally rational one. They stand in stark contract to so many who carry hate in their hearts and use religion to label it otherwise. One random thought - many people believe that religion is the only thing that can save our depraved world. They fail to see that it is religion that has largely made it depraved in the first place.
.
Add Comment
Read Comments (0 comments)
WEDNESDAY, MARCH 30, 2005

I have been reading this amazing book by a first-time author, Sam Harris, called, "The End of Faith." He's from Stanford - a philosopher and neuroscientist. It is provocative and disturbing, not just for what it says, but for the way it forces you to confront your own definition of faith. I highly recommend it. He is as hard on the Koran as he is on the Bible. With respect to the Koran, he points out just how much it elevates martyrdom. His thesis is that so long as people believe that if they martyr themselves for God, in order to destroy those that do not believe in Islam, they will go directly to heaven (and, by the way, get reserved spots for 70 of their friends and loved ones) there can be no reasonable dialogue and we are headed toward a nuclear catastrophe. As for the Bible, my partner was reading portions of Leviticus to me last night that call for people to be pout to death for any number of transgressions. This, as I said two days ago, in the same book that commands that we not kill.
His strongest argument though is that it is actually religious moderates that keep religious fanatics in place.
Look, it's tough territory - he's challenging the fundamental foundations of our society. Given where our society seems headed. It is clear that it is time for those foundations to be challenged, and, indeed, replaced. But it's a gut-wrenching thing to contemplate, even on a personal level. It is as if the DNA of a thousand generations is fighting it inside of you. It takes a lot of courage to consider that the Bible, and the Koran, and all the other religious charters written millennia ago may be doing us more harm than good.
Ultimately, I think it is a courage that God itself is longing for us to muster.
I encourage you to pick up the book. Would love to hear back from folks who read it.
.
Add Comment
Read Comments (0 comments)
3.29.2005
TUESDAY, MARCH 29, 2005
Sorry, we had major blogger problems today. Back tomorrow.
.
Add Comment
Read Comments (0 comments)
3.28.2005
MONDAY, MARCH 28, 2005
 I've never quite trusted the Bible. I have no idea who actually wrote it, or for what manipulative purposes they might have done so. On the one hand it says "thou shalt not kill," and on the other it says, in the Book of Deuteronomy, that if someone tells you to"go and serve other gods," that, "...you must kill him, your hand must strike the first blow in putting him to death...you must stone him to death..." It actually says that. Bet you didn't know that.
Now how the hell is any of us supposed to make sense out of a book that says both of these things, and why the hell should any of us be punished if we can't? Talk about a mixed message. It's nonsensical.
The theology that tells us we must have absolute faith in the Bible is cruel and psychotic. It basically says that, God created us and everything about us, including our desire for evidence before we believe anything. I mean, we didn't concoct that impulse on our own. We were born with it. Whoever created us endowed us with it. Then he or she wants us to violate the very impulse with which we were born - suspend everything and believe in a book that is internally inconsistent in and of itself, telling us on the one hand never to kill, and on the other to stone people to death.
And here's the clincher - if we don't get it right - if we don't make the right guess - whether to abstain from killing or abstain from not killing, we will burn in hell forever at the very hands of that which created us.
We do not deserve this kind of cruelty. We do not deserve this mental torture of having to figure out every day whether to believe in that which we cannot see or to believe in the thirst for evidence with which we were born - i.e., our rational minds - the ones God gave us. We don't deserve to live our entire lives with the fear hanging over our heads that if we choose wrongly, we will either burn in hell or have terribly bad things happen to ourselves, our children, our parents, in this lifetime, i.e. that we will be cursed.
I think we need to take our world back from this psychotic God of the Bible and be kind to ourselves and to one another - and to use that which nature gave us - our own power of reason - to decide for ourselves how it is that we can create a world of happiness, without interference or distraction from a horror film. If this God they say wrote the Bible doesn't want to come down here and tell us which one is the typo - to stone people to death or never to kill, then that God can't blame us for deciding that the book is of no use to us, and that we are going to figure it out for ourselves.
.
Add Comment
Read Comments (0 comments)
ARCHIVES
09/28/2003 - 10/04/2003 10/12/2003 - 10/18/2003 10/19/2003 - 10/25/2003 10/26/2003 - 11/01/2003 11/02/2003 - 11/08/2003 11/09/2003 - 11/15/2003 11/16/2003 - 11/22/2003 11/23/2003 - 11/29/2003 11/30/2003 - 12/06/2003 12/07/2003 - 12/13/2003 12/14/2003 - 12/20/2003 12/21/2003 - 12/27/2003 12/28/2003 - 01/03/2004 01/04/2004 - 01/10/2004 01/11/2004 - 01/17/2004 01/18/2004 - 01/24/2004 01/25/2004 - 01/31/2004 02/01/2004 - 02/07/2004 02/08/2004 - 02/14/2004 02/15/2004 - 02/21/2004 02/22/2004 - 02/28/2004 02/29/2004 - 03/06/2004 03/07/2004 - 03/13/2004 03/14/2004 - 03/20/2004 03/21/2004 - 03/27/2004 03/28/2004 - 04/03/2004 04/04/2004 - 04/10/2004 04/11/2004 - 04/17/2004 04/18/2004 - 04/24/2004 04/25/2004 - 05/01/2004 05/02/2004 - 05/08/2004 05/09/2004 - 05/15/2004 05/16/2004 - 05/22/2004 05/23/2004 - 05/29/2004 05/30/2004 - 06/05/2004 06/06/2004 - 06/12/2004 06/13/2004 - 06/19/2004 06/20/2004 - 06/26/2004 06/27/2004 - 07/03/2004 07/04/2004 - 07/10/2004 07/11/2004 - 07/17/2004 07/18/2004 - 07/24/2004 07/25/2004 - 07/31/2004 08/01/2004 - 08/07/2004 08/08/2004 - 08/14/2004 08/15/2004 - 08/21/2004 08/22/2004 - 08/28/2004 08/29/2004 - 09/04/2004 09/05/2004 - 09/11/2004 09/12/2004 - 09/18/2004 09/19/2004 - 09/25/2004 09/26/2004 - 10/02/2004 10/03/2004 - 10/09/2004 10/10/2004 - 10/16/2004 10/17/2004 - 10/23/2004 10/24/2004 - 10/30/2004 10/31/2004 - 11/06/2004 11/07/2004 - 11/13/2004 11/14/2004 - 11/20/2004 11/21/2004 - 11/27/2004 11/28/2004 - 12/04/2004 12/05/2004 - 12/11/2004 12/12/2004 - 12/18/2004 12/19/2004 - 12/25/2004 01/02/2005 - 01/08/2005 01/09/2005 - 01/15/2005 01/16/2005 - 01/22/2005 01/23/2005 - 01/29/2005 01/30/2005 - 02/05/2005 02/06/2005 - 02/12/2005 02/13/2005 - 02/19/2005 02/20/2005 - 02/26/2005 02/27/2005 - 03/05/2005 03/06/2005 - 03/12/2005 03/13/2005 - 03/19/2005 03/20/2005 - 03/26/2005 03/27/2005 - 04/02/2005 04/03/2005 - 04/09/2005 04/10/2005 - 04/16/2005 04/17/2005 - 04/23/2005 04/24/2005 - 04/30/2005 05/01/2005 - 05/07/2005 05/08/2005 - 05/14/2005 05/15/2005 - 05/21/2005 05/22/2005 - 05/28/2005 05/29/2005 - 06/04/2005 06/05/2005 - 06/11/2005 06/12/2005 - 06/18/2005 06/19/2005 - 06/25/2005 07/10/2005 - 07/16/2005 07/17/2005 - 07/23/2005 07/24/2005 - 07/30/2005 07/31/2005 - 08/06/2005 08/07/2005 - 08/13/2005 08/14/2005 - 08/20/2005 08/21/2005 - 08/27/2005 08/28/2005 - 09/03/2005 09/04/2005 - 09/10/2005 09/11/2005 - 09/17/2005 09/18/2005 - 09/24/2005 09/25/2005 - 10/01/2005 10/02/2005 - 10/08/2005 10/09/2005 - 10/15/2005 10/16/2005 - 10/22/2005 10/30/2005 - 11/05/2005 11/06/2005 - 11/12/2005 11/13/2005 - 11/19/2005
|
|
|